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Saturday, January 1, 2011

big changes

Our little girl is growing up! She started sleeping in her crib all by herself for the whole night. She still wakes up one or two times a night but it is getting much better and she goes back to sleep pretty quickly.


It was time to stop nursing her and so a few days ago, she reached for my shirt and i just told her, "Baby girl, there is no more milk. It's all gone." and she looked at me and reached again like, "What?" and I said, "No more, baby. All gone." And I offered her a sippy cup with whole milk and she took it and hasn't asked again...she HAS been mad at me though. I know this because when I tried to hold her she would arch her back and scream and cry as if I was hurting her. At 4am yesterday I burst into tears because I was so sad that she didn't want me at all.....Today was a little better....I have been taking over other things to do with her like I did bath time tonight so I can bond with her in other ways. I hope she comes around soon.

The pain associated with weaning is crazy. I would imagine it's what a bad case of blueballs feels like only it lasts for a few weeks. There are a lot of guys that are reading this so I will spare too many details but it sucks. * Not literally, of course, as that would help the situation). I am so desperate that I am trying the cabbage solution. Google it.